Iíve noticed that from a young age Iíd try so hard to let people in to have them say something to realize that they donít understand anything about me, and then totally build up even further walls against them. Is this just me???
(The extremely ironic part is that I'm so protective of my inner self, yet am usually perceived as a COMPLETELY open book.)
Shit. I really just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm backed into a corner with only two opinions. I either stay alone and continue this dragged out unbalanced relationship with best friend and her unpredictable moods or I put myself out there and make new friends. Y'know . . . for like a better and healthier me? We depend way too much on each other.
That much I already knew. But hearing it just confirms it I guess. She really needs me more than I need her. While
I have missed getting my PerC "fix" ever since my work firewall locked me out of the site. Something to do with the same security crap that at one point set off Google and other browsers to consider PerC some sort of "malware," I suspect. I am still plugging along.
I belong to a group here in Vegas, called The Enneagram Las Vegas, and I am now on their advisory board. I help shape future meetings by making suggestions for topics, and helping with the plans for bringing
She's kind of pretty and I'm sorry she is dying. She's a sterile worker in a colony that was living behind the shop in a burrow, left by some forgotten animal, taken over by her mother this past spring.
Her mother came out of hibernation and built a small nest in order to provide a home for her first 30 or so siblings, caring for them singlehandedly until they were mature enough to care for their mother. Then mom really got busy having
I was going to be smart today and post an awesome personality/astrology theory for you guys but that's not going to happen. Sorry! D: I'm really tired from midterms and I'm barely coherent as it is. See my problem though is that I'm so tired that I come home from class and nap...for three hours. And then I get up and study and then try and go to bed at 11 and then end up tossing and turning until 1 or 2. So. No naps for me today :(
ANYWAY. I have a burning question. Pokemon X or Y?!