by, 07-11-2019 at 02:46 PM (33 Views)
About the "guide" figure I can describe it as an almighty one, an "outsider" one not part of the me awake or asleep, but "me" part of it. It was like the ultimate entity bypassing every "official" checkpoint for some sort of emergency. The speech about the "me been wrong" was like been sobered after a crazy hight, or been factually proven the erroneous reasonning by which I was operating since years, blindly. And what was said was simply "what is".
And the sobering was about this out of control pride about not needing others and keeping up to myself, being superior and looking down on others about them having emotional needs while me been "free of it", believing it was fine, healthy. No, it's indeed not and dangerous.
Very strange, and a 1st occurrence to meet with this "guide", tiring and not something "I" wish to meet again. These words don't convey properly the state "I" is.