Have you ever wanted to change the world? Just a little bit? Help to improove it, make it a better place?
I have theese dreames and hopes about changing the world and mainly sociaty as a musician, writer, or journalist, but than sometimes reality hits me and slaps me rigth into my face and I just know how unrealistic theese dreams are :-( . And it can make me feel pretty gloomy and depressed.
Than I am also terrifed by the image of my future as working in office from 8 to 16, than go home, play with my children, make dinner and go to sleep...When I imagine I could end up like that it alsmost makes me feel anxiety. But than I realised, there is like 10% chance, that I will really do what I want and change the world, live active and meaningfull life full of traveling and new knoweladge and 90% chance I'll end up with this stupid job and children and boring life...
I am only 19, maybe all theese things are just because of my young age, but most of girls my age dream about having wedding and family and they are not afraid of it like me :D . I just always wanted to be a part of some...revolution, or change, but is something like this comming?