At first I thought I was a 9w8. I relate to it quite a lot. But then I redid the test and came out with 4w5.
I definitely would have tested as a 4w5 a few years back, without question. I have grown a lot since then, taken a step back and tried to function in "normal" society. I got a job in the care industry which satisfies me to a minor degree, as I know the job is useful. But it is not my "dream" job. I have always wanted to have a creative job. I did Art at University.
I am not sure if I am truly a 4w5 and I use 9w8 to "normalise" myself. By normalise I mean; not communicate my deep feelings ever and save them for the hours of writing I do every night. Am I a "mature" 4w5 that is lying to herself and saying she just wants peace and quiet (nothingness) to placate those feelings of creative failure?
Or have I truly become 9w8 now? Society has finally bended me to its will?
Does any one know the core differences between the two types?
It would be very helpful :)