Generally I've been happy calling myself 6w7. Heavily counterphobic. I do feel counterphobic 6 describes me best -mostly always-.
My struggle is that my "fears", what I react to. What I'm terrified of. Are all 8 related things.
When people go on about "fear" or worry. I'm like yeah. I'm a worrier. But that shit can't and won't define me.
What does scare me shitless is the ability for people to ever get close to me. I hate the vulnerability and I push back. Or fight the urge to push back.
But that urge can make me physically sick when I'm trying to deny it. I have to force my brain to suck it up and deal with it. All counterphobic like, swallowing the bitter pill and sweating through the poison knowing I'll either be stronger or I'll have found a limit.
I don't know why I'm posting this. Probably for some different (over thought out and under qualified?) perspectives.