1) What do you start to think? I either deal with the core of the stress or if I don't think I can do that or just don't want I become very unproductive and procrastinate horribly. I just sometimes can't even start doing something, when I'm stressed. And I have been so frustrated with myself in the past, that I created thread in perC and explained my feelings at the time they happened: https://personalitycafe.com/advice-ce...ta-do-but.html
It really sucks to be honest. Most of the time I horribly wanna just end the stress.
2) What do you do? I accidentally answered it in my previous answer lol. As you have read I do nothing and when there is smallest fraction of time I just do all I can and in huge frustration of myself. Personally I should have read like 15 books this summer, guess what happened? Well teacher likely forgot to mention, that we should read those. My memory is rather good, so I'm pretty sure she didn't. We have a law to not assign students to do work on holidays. So I'm lawful bastard. I know, that I should read all that stuff, but I just can't even start doing that. I'm really pathetic human being. It sucks, it doesn't feel good, I'm lost, yet mental block of reading is present, after all I should just read, but my mind is like "one doesn't simply read books". I can only bear frustration, nothing more. It's all fucked up.
3) How can anyone make this more comfortable for you, or help you? Probably not much, but most of time I wouldn't mind friendly chatter or some random activity. I think it should help a bit. Maybe even being social may be helpful. Just something do that , that is perceived to be more valuable, than just doing that stresses me. It's really hard to say exact things. Also I'm somewhat bad at understanding my own feelings.
I hope I answered all the stuff you wanted to know