First of all, let's focus on what is your core. You are always happy and bit crazy (at least in perC). I don't think, that those are thinker traits. I can see your emotions everywhere. It could be either Fi or Fe. Let's continue further and advance to your preffered perception type. I see, that your perception is directed to outside objects. You don't really show very much intuition overall (Jesus, so many of your stuff is about male genitals). You don't talk about them much or very seriously and what you do is for entertainment. I, personally, want to associate your traits with Se. The only way I can see your "Ti" is about making jokes and 18+ (lol I'm 17, such badass, much wow) content, but I don't really think, it's Ti. I think, that it's your outgoing side. When I was active in ISFP forum almost everyone thought, that I'm some kind of thinker, but what it actually was? It was just notch higher Te and Se. You think, that you may have intuition, well Ne to be more concrete. I don't see it, but I had doubts about having it myself. Turned out, that it's my Se and it doesn't have much to do with intuition. I can say, that this is trap and it's easy to confuse them (yet I still have hard time differentiating both lol). I have created this thread https://personalitycafe.com/cognitive...pe-theory.html myself . It's theory, but people it accepted as possible of being quite accurate to some individuals. Some functions may look like others, but in theorical reality they aren't like that. I want to think, that you are ESFP. Yet I don't really want to limit myself to only that possibility. If you want to hear other people's opinion, I could reccommend PMing or writting there https://personalitycafe.com/whats-my-...ng-thread.html to member Blue Ribbon or PMing Ferroequinologist (He knows a lot, but he doesn't really wanna judge your type. After some extensive talking he would say, what he has observed and overall he is a nice guy. Also he may seem being a bit "dead" inside, but you can gently kick into his arse and make him lively lol).
Now, let's analyse a bit what you have said in this thread:
Me too. I tried being an Intuitive, a feeler but it depressed the fuck out me.. It's like i became a different person.. I can understand this. Maybe you are trying to use your Ni (which is probably inferior). Using your inferior isn't very natural and can be exhausting. All people have it, but your prefference is probably sensing.
Specially hanging out with the intuitive types like they are saying I'm Like "them" I'm so wordly.. Wtf!!!!! I tried to be like them but guess what it just made me fucking depressed trying to be someone i am so fucking not! I would say, that you aren't intuitive, but that doesn't make you uncool (Se is totally cool function, I'm in love with it XD).
I.. Okay.. I know i got lots of bad habits which my NF friends stopped me from doing which is a good thing.. Opposites are sometimes hell to deal with, but sometimes, they help you to see from different perspectives (I live with ISTJ mom, so yeah. It is very different.)
But then, i pushed myself too much that i lost myself... ouch, poor Atama
I figured out im actually combination of these
You can't be like that. No, just no.
I have this dom function
Se and Ne
And aux function
Ti and Fi
I think same, you, probably, didn't mess up here
I use those functions simultaneously depends on a particular situation and there comes headache part
1. Se and Fi - i use this when trying to make fucking friends baby or if I'm on the trying to be nice i guess u knoe the feeling nyahaha
2. Se and Ti - i use this when I'm already comfortable with everyone xD
3. Ne and Fi - i am like this when drunk. And during night time, i swear..
4. Ne and Ti - i use this at work. Programming job.
Se Fi isn't completely like that. Se Ti I don't agree, I think it's just your Se Fi comfortable and that could be really strange sometimes. Ne Fi I still think, that it's just your Se unleashed and Fi bit loose. Ne Ti it doesn't work that way. You can be programmer and don't use Ti. It's normal and lots of people don't use it, yet they fare well. I did programming at school, but it got boring, due to writing same code for months, only changing few lines. I'm pretty sure, that most of the class didn't enjoy that either. Only ISFJ liked it a lot lol.
Hmmmm.. I don't know.. I hate people actually.. XD I'm just practicing being polite because it's a must but that's not my nature Are you sure? You seem polite here, but there are some things, I don't like. I, personally, suggest to rethink, what you have said, because you probably wrote that without thinking much. I thought myself, that I wasn't very polite, but when I looked at other people, I really think, that they are horrible and word polite isn't in their dictionaries. It's nice quality to be polite and I recommend you to don't devalue it.
I also hate people. @Memory of Talon that's a nice joke. More like "I hate people" wannabe. You are such a nice person on perC. Maybe people around you aren't very interesting and appear dull? Also, you have some feelings for @Blue Ribbon and that's quite awesome. I can't even imagine, what it would be like to meet someone, that I chatted with on perC (yet I could do that if I wanted, because he lives in neighbour country)
So, @atamagasuita . What do you think about my analysis?
Like, I don't hate people, I hate "stupidity" in people, bad conversation, symbolism to some extent, all stuff I couldn't actually punch that just hovers around.