There's nothing wrong with you. Forums like this don't hold our attention for long. There are few other S's here. They often don't stay long, or they don't post much. There aren't many threads on the SJ and SP boards. So it's difficult to talk to people with the same viewpoints as yourself, or learn more about your personality. I think that's what you're looking for. You want this to add some value to your life. You aren't going to find it in a vacuum.
With a couple of exceptions, I don't think the N's hate us or anything. Many of them are very lovely people, Lance is great, and the mods are fair ... but over here we're easy to ignore. It's like there is an thick black line dividing S and N. I just can't connect somehow ... It's weird. I've never felt like this any other place.