1. I'm happy, content to a degree, but with a bit of a longing feeling for someone from my past.
2. I'm thinking about a girl, but that sould be obvious to anyone who knows me lol. I love her and I want her back, but i really messed up things. I'm wondering if she'll ever accept my love again.
3. Typing this has only increased the longing, yearning feelings inside me. I suppose the mind always focuses on it's wants and desires. The pleasure principle vs. the reality principle: I want to make things right, I want to have her, but i realize that the things i've done which i regret will take some time to fix, and that we may never get back together. Above all I want her to be happy even at the cost of my desires, because I care about her. Right now she's content just being friends and until, if, i reach my goal, that's more than enough for me to be happy about.