Hi! So I find mbti to be really cool and Ive been reading up about it for a while now, but I still don't know my type. I think I'm an ISFP, but I'm not sure. Most of the time, when I take tests, I end up typing as an INFP or even ENFP, but somehow I feel as though that's connected to the fact that I'm an enneagram 4w3. I sometimes wonder if I'm an ENTP or ISTP.
I can be really cynical and I'm afraid to show my feely, hopelessly romantic nature because I don't like being judged so I can even come off an xSTP.
I'm impulsive, but I also totally overthink literally everything.
I've been depressed a while, and that has been screwing around with my motivation to do anything
I absolutely love wandering around in nature of all sorts (by myself, without people, though) and I like to play with animals of all sorts.
I'm an artist. I sculpt with clay, draw and paint. I'm a photographer too. Art is my passion and if you ask me to define who I am as a person with one word, I'll definitely say I'm an artist. Art is my life and I can't imagine the world without it. I'm extremely perfectionistic about it, though.
I'm also a dancer. I mainly do contemporary and ballet/pointe. I don't really like sports, but dancing makes me feel alive.
I'm kind of superficial about the music I listen to. Even if I can't relate to the lyrics, as long as the music/voice by itself sounds nice, I'll listen to it. I write poetry sometimes, but usually can't appreciate other peoples writing, merely because I often find it hard to relate to. I used to play the viola for many years as a child, but I got busy with my art.
I can often naturally be bubbly with people, but as soon as I leave that situation it feels like I've betrayed myself.
I've always been very interested in theatre and have been in quite a few plays.