I need to lose weight desperately... I'm truly shocked with how my body looks like... I'm way too fat!!! And i feel guilty for binging so much last week and eating good two weeks ago... Now i'm determined to lose weight... It's good weather outside, and i'll be able to fast because i'm afraid to go outside!!! I'm fasting since 1pm today, and i'm determined to fast until 1pm monday at least (shops are closed monday morning). Wish me good luck. I'm only able to use water, smoke and drink coke zero (and maybe use self-harm).
Also, i'm not advicing to other people. I probably have an eating disorder (even in psychiatric ward, they suspected it)... But i want a forum to be able to share my experiences, and i'm going to do it here!
I'm done with my b/p's... I also purged today :( (and self-harm).