I was always this kid nobody would really talk to, because I was always kinda weird I guess. And if weíre the chameleons, I wonder why that might be, because in all other aspects I identify with an infj personality (now). So, the one thing I wanted from you: how can I find people to talk to about interesting things?
I thought maybe online, but thatís kinda weird. And sometimes I have this awesome story ideas, but I donít really enjoy writing them that much (but I would like to have this kind of project and see my characters go through the story) - so I thought a writer would be fine to talk to. But I also thought I would have to write something too, so we can talk about both of our stories... or whatever.
Also, when I am with one person, I can usually talk and I enjoy it sometimes very much, but with every one other person who comes into the conversation, it gets harder and harder to talk (I thought maybe I donít wanna interrupt much and in groups, thereís never silence). I also like to help other people when they donít know something I do, like maths or languages mostly.
One last thing. Nowadays, I feel so isolated and I want to talk to people, to have friends and to have some hobbies and that kind of thing, but I just canít. I donít know why. I just donít seem to have a good kind of response to a lot of themes other people talk about. (I also somewhat enjoy the isolated state, I canít imagine myself really going out that much, just sometimes, and most people donít get that and think I doní really enjoy their company)
Maybe one more thing. If you suggest going to the gym or something like that, I donít really wanna meet people who think Iím weird already. Like, my former classmates or people from the village I live in.