When a person, regardless of how much I care for that person, sends me TOO MUCH (and I literally mean, TOO FREAKING MUCH) needy energy, at times my 'energy centre' feels disrupted.
I tend to get angry and a bit irritable lately, I feel even more withdrawn than my usual introverted self, it's like I want to scream,’ I wish everyone can leave me alone!’’ even to friends and family. Then I start wishing I can feel even more disconnected from everyone else and the world around me. Then I start wishing I can find the ‘’kill too much emotions’’ switch.
I usually care about him and I want to know if he’s okay, but lately his energy is too freaking much. I metaphorically feel like I’m ‘drowning’.
I already emailed that I want space, dammit!! I don’t dislike him, it’s just the energy can make it hard for me to tell which ones are my feelings.
P/S Please don't judge me. It's empath stuff and it's hard. I posted this in INFJ sub forum because I figured a number of INFJ's can be good at this haha