In my life I have constantly been the one to defend and care for my friends, always helping them whenever, and anyone in general. At the same time though, I have been used and taken advantage of. This is an example, when I have been hurt very badly by someone and have confided in a close friend about it, the close friend then goes and becomes friends with them or doesn't show loyalty etc. This sounds so childish but this really pisses me off.
When you show your care for someone and they throw it in your face? It's one of the things that really annoys me. I do not hesitate for a second to protect and stand up for my loved ones, but they shake in their boots when they're in a position to do it for me.
I don't know how to lower my expectations but ugh.