This is a discussion on INFJ Random Thoughts Thread within the INFJ Forum - The Protectors forums, part of the NF's Temperament Forum- The Dreamers category; Originally Posted by warweasel Alrighty, minions. Don't wander too far from home. (I am paying attention, you know...) If you ...
I think I give off the air that I need to be handled with kid gloves haha. I will admit I can be sensitive...but I'm finding that there is some truth to it sometimes. I'm also finding that the sensitivity stems from past injury.
Some offenses are just mere differences. People are so much more beautiful to me when I learn to hold them with loose hands.
I'm so thankful for the goodness my mother possessed. The more "real" life gets for me, the more I realize how good and golden my mother was. Life's not about all you can get while you're alive. It's about the change you made through what you gave before you die.
I've been humbled in a lot of ways and I began to see in hindsight when people gave me grace. I give myself more space and time to process my feelings in true honesty with myself. We all have flaws...
...I think that's why just plain ole wicked ass people piss me off so...not bitter people, not jaded people, not angry people--- Wicked ass people...light killers...joy takers....The types that plan ill things with sole intentions of harm. 'Cause now I gotta clench my fists again and get ready hahah...It's like that sometimes....wickedness fkn up my flow...so now I gotta flex.
Fa realz tho....
My toe is getting better, I can just about walk normally again. :)
So right before my history class I was tired (class is at 5pm, my first class for the day starts at 8 am) and I decided to close my eyes for a bit. Then an image of an eye popped up and the next thing I knew I was focusing on meditating rather than resting my eyes. The following thoughts came to mind while I was meditating:
"The places we seek are within ourselves. What we are not told, though, is that they are sealed, and we are the keys.
It takes discipline to stay awake during this 100,000 year darkness, for the light withdrew when we as beings separated from it. We pushed and pushed for change then, but we never stopped. Even to this day we push for ourselves. We take. Now the existing forces that be are pushing back without our knowing, for over so long we have ravaged them and ourselves. Instead, we should push what we were away and pull in what we could be, embracing all that is. We are far from divine. We are far from being stewards of anything, for to embrace and take care of what surrounds us we must first learn to embrace ourselves and one another.
We are far more than we give ourselves credit for. Unlike the others out there we are what limits us. Not resources. Not our minds. Not our bodies. Not our cultures, for even they have shown signs of adapting. And certainly not this planet. No, it is our essence. It is something most still have yet to recognize and that those who have believe is based around a pre-determined destiny. What few have seen and understand is the limitless, encompassing the new and old, past and future, existing and the yet to exist.
Filter out the noise and you will hear the faint whispers. Close your eyes and another will open. Climb the golden rope before you with your heart open."
Is there anything stronger than love? Oh, yes. Lots of things. Greed and jealousy, just to name two. Gorilla Glue...
Of course I'm right about the tattoos!
As for what I'm getting next, tat wise? I'm not 100% certain just yet. I have two ideas, really, it's just a matter of what I want to do first. I think I'm going to do a Celtic harp... out of the harp will come musical notes, as the musical notes waft upwards, they will slowly turn into shamrocks, before falling to the ground... leaving the harp in the midst of little shamrocks all about.
That's what I'm thinking at the moment, at least. *shrugs* I'll have to talk to my tat guy and see what he thinks.
Or, as my daddy used to say Wish in one hand, shit in the other... see which fills up first!Enjoy!And CO is BEAUTIFUL as usual - gotta go play
@Jebediah said he didn't know nothing of unicorns. I think he's participating in a willful campaign of misinformation...
Work good. Especially now that it's over. I read my book. Or read through it. I need to go back and work on getting some stuff good and locked up in my head. But... it got a thorough once over at least.
IHOP with the boy this morning even though he'd told me no IHOP last night. Glad he changed his mind, as I was starving.
PT tomorrow... and then it'll almost be the weekend again.
Interested to see how shift bid plays out, now that we're to the 2nd tier workers. (2nd tier in seniority, I mean.) Only myself, Malachi, Todd & Rita have signed on for 3rd shift... people who normally don't work 3rd are talking about coming to 3rd and if that happens, there'll be a serious domino effect for people getting displaced. It may be a very unhappy thing, come tomorrow.
At least I kept my days off. Yeah... I lost my hours and I hate the hours I got stuck with, against my will... but I'll survived. I won't like it very much, but I'll survive.
Filled out leave requests for Thanksgiving, Christmas and NYs... figured I could spare a few days of vacation. I'm not going to Ireland/Scotland until May... so plenty of time to bank hours on that backside of things. Not to mention, just getting from here to the end of December is going to bring in a several hours as well.
Well... I'm running outta time before my self imposed bed time. I didn't sleep well or much yesterday, I need to catch up today!
I started my training routine today. I walked 8 kms around the park (almost like 80 blocks) and then I did some exercises and I am fucking tired but happy. It's very relaxing training outside with fresh air. I don't know If I am going to be able to walk to work now. I am going to sleep like a puppy tonight.
Can. Not. Resist. The. Shiny.
Sometimes I think, "If I could drive as fast as possible to work, how long would I take to get there?"
I'm enfp and i dont like unicorns!! I think they are lame. And shiny too
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