It's weird, months can go by without feeling absolutely nothing. I go by and feel numb during that time. Then, out of nowhere, I begin to get so sentimental watching something on Netflix, or looking at the stars at night. Today, my cat decided to take a nap on my lap(since it's odd since she's very grumpy), and I was there stroking her back and I began to get teary eyed for some reason. After that, a wave of emotion overwhelmed me for a good 10mins.
I feel lighter now, but these things come out nowhere, I tell ya lol