I think... Or I know, that I have serious problem.
Today was my first PE lesson at university. I hate it already (I'm studing history and I want to leave studies and change it for geography or art) so I was pretty sad.
I didn't eat anything for 2 days and I was pretty sad when I found my PE building. I came in and suddenly left. I couldn't stand so many people in there. I just left and run away to the nearest church, where I could sit (and cry) in silence.
I just want so much to be more open for people, but I can't. I already screw up.
I really don't know why am I so shy of people but I want so much to be with them.