Hey guys, hope everyone is having a great time! I'm a 27 year old male INFP who just moved to Scotland to do my Masters. I seem to have fallen in love with my neighbor♥️♥️♥️. He's just way too cute/adorable. I swear I can see his beautiful soul. But the guy already has a girlfriend back home. I love him deeply and it pains me that I cannot share my life with him. I'm not interested in a sexual relationship at all, but rather looking for an emotional one. I even hinted saying that "you've only yourself to blame if I fall in love with you".
He's just an amazing guy. But the problem is when everyone else is there he's totally different. He swears ( I personally don't like swearing) and shatters all my illusions. I'm so deeply hurt and I don't know what to do?
I'm sorry that it's too long a post. I was hoping for some advice I could sure use it.