this question was haunting my mind for a long while, so I wanted to know your opinions about it, because simply I found difficulties to express myself sometimes, I seem to be a quite calm ,even-tempered and reasonable person, I only talk when the topic seems interesting to me, I'm frank and I say what I think with a total honesty, I loathe fake masks and attitudes, therefore many people around me think that they can undrestand me, however, in fact none of them can, I think a lot , I talk a lot to myself because I can't find someone who can undrestand my ideas and my thoughts, there are many topics that I wish if I can talk about it with someone else but my ideas, my interests and point of views seem to be unacceptable to others or rather " unsual " and " strange " so I keep those questions and thoughts to myself , I have never met someone who can really undrestand me, actually I have never met an INFP in my whole lifetime, no one shares the same interests , no one think the same way, no one have the same opinions, it's really frustrating sometimes .
Sometimes I feel weird, I start to doubt myself, I begin to wonder if I'm the reason of the whole problem not them or maybe they're just so narrow minded to accept me ? Everytime I promise myself that I will stop thinking about it, I start thinking about it all over again, and again and again till I feel like my mind is going to explode.
Therefore, I tend to bury myself in my own world, I'm not an antisocial still I don't like being in crowded places or with talkative people because they get on my nervers and I feel uncomfortable around them,
I wish if I can meet an INFP , so maybe we can understand each other better, would it really be helpful if I meet people who have the same personality type ? because it's really hard to find INFPs around, I can see that because I'm an INFP too so I spend my whole day, listening to Music, reading books, writing and watching Movies.. it will be very hard to meet one...