Was told by doctor at 18 I had Endogenous Depression . So Prozac and related friends for the next 20 or so years were the best thing I ever did. How anyone is not depressed is and always will be a mystery to me. Take heart in the fact that stupid people are rarely depressed. Just keep in mind it will not be forever or if it is, it is manageable by drugs/therapy/lifestyle etc. the older I get the more I couldn't care less about other people which helps greatly. Accept yourself as not a cheery happy go lucky clown, revel in your dark side. oh yeah and depressed people couldn't give a flying fu** about making or achieving goals.