Hello everyone, I can give you a bit about me. I was here a little while back, forgot account, but didn't post too much. I was having trouble with a separation, it was breaking my heart, and looked for a bit of respite among, perhaps some like minded personalities. Going through it now, finally let it sink in recently, I'm back to learn what other INFP's or other types do to handle who we are and how to break out of past habits... I know for 100% truth I am not meant to be single, and I'm old enough now to know it might be an uphill battle to find someone compatible.
My wife essentially never really felt 100% about me (didn't know it then, but she had revealed it to me since) and it was about our personalities not meshing, etc. Enough about all that, here's who I am, slightly poetically described:
I'm either going to go deeper into my castle, or I will be coaxed out. Either you will join me in there, or I will dance with you in the fields.
"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love."
Funny enough, I have the blood and spirit of kings of the past (no joke, and even directly related to a signer of the Declaration of Independence).
I am subtle, simple, yet under the surface, very intense and adventurous. Let's walk and talk and see how far you can venture into my vast universe of existence.
I have a strong often strange sense of humor and laugh at every thing!
My musical tastes vary from Classical, Viking Metal, Bands like Danzig, NIN, New Retro Wave music, Hellbilly, Bluegrass, you name it.
I'm a creative intellectual type. I have a raging passionate fire within, and I am very dedicated to those I bring into my "pack".
People, once they get to know me, see me as the kind of guy to tell all their innermost thoughts to, the guy who needs the same but had a hard time finding it.
I have one foot in technology and data, and, the other foot in the arts and emotion.
Trust the Plan. Divert when needed.