Have you ever had the thought of changing into someone else just because you hate yourself? I do this a lot, and I actually tried to change, but I just fall back to the same pattern.
I talked about this with my ISFJ ex, and he said anyone can change if he or she tries hard. While my argument is you can't really change how your brain functions. When I told him I couldn't change, he just says I didn't try hard enough, and he doesn't give a crap about science.
I just wish I was more outgoing, since it seems to please more people. It seems like everyone around me wish I was someone else, but I just couldn't satisfy them. Seeing them being disappointed doesn't satisfy me either.
As for jobs, I really wish I was into the Medical field, but all the courses just don't interest me that much. I also hate memorizing stuff because I know I'll forget them eventually.
Does anyone else think this way?