Hello~ so I am a test xNxP, but when I read the description, I feel like INTP relates to me the most, so I've kept to that whenever people asked or whatever. But what I did realize is that when it comes to emotional issues, I must say I do relate to INFP's description as well. Maybe this is because I am a female and I've grown up under the social pressure of being more emotional or whatever, but I guess once I "learn" an emotion, I actually do feel like I feel it. I know that when I am alone, I live in my own world of systems and logic I've put to place, but once I'm with people, I feel like the doors to my emotions fling open and I'm suddenly empathizing with my friend. I am also very sensitive to criticism and can express my feelings easily to those I really trust and love, and I love helping out people, but in other ways of life, like making decisions and such, I use my Ti function most of the time.
Also, when others view me, it seems to vary so much. My majority of friends are either ENFP, ISFP, or ISFJ, and each seem to view me quite differently. Like my ENFP friend would see me as a friend who processes the world differently but ultimately reaches the same conclusion, ISFP would see me as really nice (too nice) and funny, and ISFJ would see me as funny, complicated, kinda out of touch with reality, and honestly most of the ones I opened up to wanted to be super close with me to extents that I felt quite uncomfortable. I also don't have a single T friend who I REALLY like, I think because I feel threatened and likely to get into arguments with them..which I don't want to be in.
Am I just an INTP with a very developed Fe?
What do you all think about this?