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I've done molly and it is to this day one of the greatest experiences. I took it with an ex and his siblings and while I was mostly alone in the room I felt great. And it really let out my caring side which I am normally too guarded to show. I was constantly checking up on everyone, making sure they were hydrated and gave them lollypops to suck on. One of my better memories was his brother telling me I would make a great mom. Idk even now it makes me want to tear up. I was always told by my ex I was cold and unloving, but that moment really helped me realize that I am loving and very caring it's just I need time to be vulnerable to let you see that side of me.
EDIT: I should definitely add this as a side note. During all this, I was going through depression from the death of many pets around the same time and idk for certain if this caused it but for about a month after I had a deep depression that I don't think I ever had. I smoked weed before taking molly and one time when I did afterwards all I could think of was how I was a failure and start imagining myself at 60 all alone and in pain and man, it had me contemplating suicide. Depression is a possibility with taking drugs like molly so I suggest if you take to be in a good headspace before this and not try and use it to escape your pains cause it could make it worse for a while!
Last edited by Spew; 09-09-2019 at 01:38 AM.