Well I'll do my best to explain this...
Have you guys ever had "those days" where you we're totally just calm and had a blank state of mind? Where you just kinda went with the flow instead of analyzing everything? Where the social situations of that day didn't bother you?
The last time I remember this happening was a few months ago at a get together with around 10 random people where I just feel weirded out by. I would normally talk with the 1-2 people I do know. But this time it was strange. I didn't have anything to drink, yet I was being social and friendly with everyone and just feeling alright, not letting anything bother me. I was being really receptive and aware, but not in a analyzing type of way. Instead, I was aware of being just clearheaded, and cool with it.
Even if I stumbled on a word or whatever when I spoke, I just shrugged it off like nothing which isn't like me at all. Normally I would think to myself, "Ugh you klutz, that's such an easy word too pronounce... (2 hours later)... why did I mess up on that word!?... (2 hours later)..." Well you get the idea.
BUT the strangest thing is, I wasn't even having a good day. It was just a regular day but I just felt blank, clear headed, calm with myself, zen-like, however you want to describe it. Can anyone relate from where I'm coming from? Better yet, does anyone know how to get back into this state of mind?