I won't ever be happy with a life where I have to spend 8 whole hours doing something I don't want to do in a place I don't want to be every single day. I want to spend those 8 hours doing something that makes me happy too. So I guess my answer is yes. At the moment I'm spending more than half my day every day staring at invoices and being yelled at by my boss for trying to do my job properly and it's soulcrushing. Adulting sucks.