Warning: This post is very disorganized and there are alot of repetitive phrases, but only because I can't get my mind to focus well and think straight. Another note to add is the fact that I've spent only a month waning off of my 40 mg Prozac medication that I've taken for 4 YEARS, and now here...

I'm about to finish the farm relief work period, and I'll use the money I'll get for a new PC and drums. Then I have 3 weeks before the school starts and in that time I try to visit a Ukrainian girl who I've been trying to taught some Finnish language (heh, been too busy to be an actual...

I usually don't express my feelings and today I cried. it all started when i couldn't catch a football while everyone could and i did the plays all wrong, so the coaches made me sit out, of course i didn't showed any expression but after practice in my room i was frustrated then finally i cried...