How can I express the amount of hopelessness that permeates around me?
Every day, I have to watch and listen to people needlessly suffering from things that have little to no lasting value. Perhaps it is presumptuous of me to project my values upon others, but it has become increasingly...
The world is black, you backed up to a wall, you sit there watching all the pieces fall
No-matter what you do, its closing in and you will be pushed to escape
Into the darkness all alone, no one can help you now
Run forever, as you must survive, try not to come back dead
You will come...
Trying to cast an anchor upon a concrete, empty, flat bed ocean floor
No stronghold to cling to, no hope to hang onto
Temporary spurts of enthusiasm and vigour
Soon to be deflated by a cloud growing bigger
Wading in waters of perpetual change
Each day taking aim but slipping out of range
I'am feeling hopeless right now, but i am also experiencing a strong aversion towards this feeling of hopelessness.
long story short: I'am ambitious (learned trait) kid (age 21) from India. I'll graduating this year with a degree in electronics and communication engineering, not very smart but...