I know some people like me, Some people hate me.
Usually for the same reasons.
I can lead a nation and my closest followers would say"I dont really know you".
For this reason in reality I am forever alone.
The people who usually can figure me out are pure evil.
So sad when the best fun is...
My mind creates things when I'm fast asleep
In that subconscious pool so tranquil and deep
Now extra chlorine's added into the brine
It makes my skin burn and it bleaches my mind
They took me to mechanics to repar my exhaust
They medicated me with lots of new sauce
They rearranged my parts and...
There I was, hanging from the vine
Dangling from a line, the vein of the pine
I was out amidst nature's bitter environment
Starving for warmth, for rest and retirement
Snows descended maddeningly
Painting the ground in white
As I hung for dear life
With not a rescuer in sight
They were unable to...
I don't know what's wrong with me
I wish I were dead
I've got too many thoughts
Cluttered up in my head
They're taking up space
They're paying no rent
They've got me hell bound
Yet they're not heaven sent
I wish some divine hand
Would show me the way
I look down in mine and
I must look away
I get asked what having synesthesia is like fairly often, so here are some thoughts I put down in a topic about it.
I have sound-color synesthesia - that is, I "see" the colors of sound. No, it doesn't tint my vision or anything like that. I see colors in my head, just like you do if I asked...
Less attention wanted. I kind of wish I could appreciate it, but right now it's really annoying and I'm getting kind of mean. Everybody calm down.
What is it about this time of year that brings it out x10. It sounds caring, but it's also laced with some kind of desperate anxiety that is hard to...
Three years ago I noticed something that drove me into a spell of madness up until this point. We were sitting in "R's" room, smoking, and someone tried to read my body language. The problem with this is that I am an introvert, a deep thinker, an INTP, with points of references unknown to all of...
My madness seems to be coming back. I feel powerless infront it. The pain I cant deal with emotionally I battle out physically by inflicting harm. It was a dark place when I was there thinking about hurting myself. I am different by day and different by night. I am a shape shifting, conscious...
This is sort of pointless, but I was bored. :D
You know you’ve officially lost it when...
1. You start having deep, thoughtful conversations...with yourself.
2. You start having intimate, long conversations with inanimate objects. If anybody tries to take these objects away you hiss...
Call me what you will. I'm new to this place, sleepless, and my mind feels dreadfully haphazard -- as if it were trapped in tight vibrations with occasional deep perturbations. There's a tendency toward clang association when I'm this way -- sleep refuses me. I have an exam tomorrow...