Husband: ENTP - Type 8w7
Wife: ESFJ - Type 4w3
Ask: I'm looking to connect with people in an 8/4 relationship who can relate to and advise on this stormy dynamic (others welcome to chime in but I'm really looking for folks who have lived it rather than having only read about it in a book).
Current weight: 137,9kgs
Goal weight: 100kgs
Lost so far: 0,5kg.
Done two 16 hour fasts so far.
Finished the second one today on 16:00.
I'm doing fasting because being on caloric deficit is an absolute nightmare for me, so I prefer to contain larger caloric deficit to a single day instead of...
I am angry at times. there be fleeting emotions but I am never stuck in it. Unless tortured I can not imagine being discontent for longer than it would take me to say "quack quack quaaaaack!"
maybe sanity and happiness requires a degree of lunacy. it certainly would seem that way, if by lunacy...
Chase away the demons with another distraction
Bury my head in the sand
Another day and another transaction
Can't keep a cent in my hand
Parasites and leeches crowd the parlour floor
They try to spike the drinks
They'll come and take the knob off your kitchen door
Your security shrinks
From under the rain cloud I weep
Frigid and musing, I find it hard to sleep
Crestfallen and downcast, I ache for affection
Avoiding the action for fear of rejection
From beneath the thunder my conscience rumbles
Beneath the pressure my sensitive skin crumbles
I retreat to the catacombs and...
Hollow, paralyzed, broken, decayed
Tortured by despair, disillusioned, dismayed
Dragging my carcass to each destination
Pretending to look forward to transparent occasions
Seeing everyone else with signs of vitality
Strumming their chords in tune with reality
Meanwhile my existence is plagued...
How miserable everything feels.
How cold and uncaring everyone is.
How I can't fit into any clothes anymore.
How all I ever want to do is sleep.
How much I hate the booming through the walls.
How fat I've gotten.
How my head hurts.
How I wish I were dead.
I slowly slip into a state of madness
When the light can't penetrate the darkness of sadness
While the world sleeps soundly
I'm banging on every locked door in my brain
Thirsty for the antidote that numbs all the pain
Face value family, couldn't care less
Can't see any signs of my internal...
I come to your doorstep dressed in the garments of desperation
Cloaked in the tapestry of yesterday's knitted threads
Pouring rain nonstop for weeks on end
The maintenance of life, the race, I've lost my wind
Blue in the face, crying for air and attention
Forgotten pupil in the hall of detention...
At the age of six, I was molested by my brother. At the age of eight, I had sex with a dog. Through every insane event of my entire life, I have been miserable. My life has been spent in a constant state of repression. Every feeling that I have ever had has been ignored, rejected, or placed...
Hello My fellow Personality Cafe members. I'm new here, and this is my first post. This is my story. All I'm trying to accomplish is to succeed in my life.
[Before we begin let me say that I took the MBTI test first time around 3 years ago with the aid of a professional career consultant at my...