im not sure whether this example of mine is appropriate or not but
i prefer not buying things..
there are not so much stuff in my room but i still want to get rid of everything not of value (utilisation wise)
when there is any object around me i feel as though i feel limited of my mental energy by it
I like really postponing my decisions / executions to the end
and keeping things extremely minimal
until i get an absolute certainty in something
so i like the idea of musing different possibilities so i reject a lot of stuff, physical stuff, buying things.. because they tend to solidify situations more than liquidate them.. and when comes the moment for conclusion i make one if i am totally sure.. but i really like the libration of not buying into establishments and so on..
so in a way i want the physical process / execution / chain that manifests idea to be very elegant, minimal, effective and incubate mental seeds to perform that clearly enough..
until that happens my head goes through a lot of brewing mentally i think.. collecting details
so even after i go through a complex process of learning in the end i drop everything to the minute before i start something dead-dead-dead seriously.. :-0
so in a sense i thought this could be absurd/extreme too
i love space, freedom, positive, creative possibilities so much!