You may have missed the part where the OP mentioned his mother not only physically assaulting him, but other children as well. That alone is bad enough.Hi there,
I mean you no personal disrespect (I often have to lead with that), but it's time that you hear (read) something to bring you back down to earth;
Yep, you are her child and, based on your writing style, are not an adult yet. It's her job to keep you from spinning out of control.
Sounds like sibling rivalry. It happens. You'll get over it.
What she does with her money is not your business. You live under her roof and eat her food. She pays the bills.
Honestly, nobody here really knows your situation and there's always 2 sides to every story. I'm sure some of what you wrote above is true and some of it is a misunderstanding between you and your family members.
When I see things like this: it makes me think that you had a bad day and are just letting off some steam.
Take a deep breath, go back and look at the situation with fresh eyes. It's likely not as bad as it sounded when you wrote that :kitteh: