[Windswept Sky]

Sorry, please delete...

Aaagh crap I don't want this public after all.

I'm really sorry for having to ask someone to delete this, this is the second time I've had second thoughts about posting something... I will definitely try to think before I act in the future... and I know I definitely deserve a warning for it...



Sorry for wasting your time ._.;;

And thank you awesome person who posted a reply. I'd love to talk about this with someone but I just can't have this public after all...

 

[skycloud86]

Is there no way of seeing women in real life acting sexy? I certainly wouldn't suggest pornography, because that's fake, unnatural and not at all how real people act.

I don't see how it's a definite problem simply because you like men, how is it?

 

[Hardstyler]

Women shouldn't need to act sexy women are sexy as it is. The only time women need to act sexy is when they wan to get some:crazy: . But really I just find sexiness in women from there smiles, personality and ect.

 

[SyndiCat]

Acting sexy is not sexy because it's an act.

 

[Windswept Sky]

The only time women need to act sexy is when they wan to get some:crazy: .

-cough-

Aaand that's exactly the problem

It's not "acting" that way, it's even "being" that way at all in the first place. I just don't have that... whatever it is guys are looking for. I'm in a relationship and everything is great except for this problem I have...

Maybe it's that sex to me is really just about physical or emotional feelings, not whatever other thing it is guys are looking for =/ I don't have the right mindset, or something, I guess. I'm not at all seductive... Ughhh it's so confusing and frustrating >_<

Anyway I still really want this deleted, I don't want a permanent record of this online, people may look up this username for other reasons and find a bit more about me than I had intended for them to know...