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Have any of you ever lost the ability to imagine things , to dream, altogether? Lost the ability to make associations between things? Lost the ability to really be what you are? To feel? To have empathy? Lost interest in things?
Cause, see I don't know if I ever was one of you guys "really" or not. Probably was. But as it turns out I'm in a situation now (that quite frankly it doesn't appear I'll ever get out of) where it seems like I'm a zombie of a person. It may seem like I'm alive on the outside, but on the inside I am dead znd I truly to do not overexaggerate.
I get the feeling this can't happen naturally.
My sexuality is also broken. I have no libido.
Cause, see I don't know if I ever was one of you guys "really" or not. Probably was. But as it turns out I'm in a situation now (that quite frankly it doesn't appear I'll ever get out of) where it seems like I'm a zombie of a person. It may seem like I'm alive on the outside, but on the inside I am dead znd I truly to do not overexaggerate.
I get the feeling this can't happen naturally.
My sexuality is also broken. I have no libido.