I self-Harmed from the age of 12 to 17/18 I'm now twenty haven't relapsed in two years.
I feel so much more free than I even could imagine without the harming controlling every second of
my life. There are BAD days where I get an urge to do it and I have to fight it.
It's something I always struggle with and probably will my whole life,just like a drug-addiction
it's a serious addicition and no matter how long you go'sober' there is ALWAYS a chance of relapse.
It scares me. To be honest I cant even watch movies with cutting in it or really see rezors without
having that urge inside me.
I feel so much more free than I even could imagine without the harming controlling every second of
my life. There are BAD days where I get an urge to do it and I have to fight it.
It's something I always struggle with and probably will my whole life,just like a drug-addiction
it's a serious addicition and no matter how long you go'sober' there is ALWAYS a chance of relapse.
It scares me. To be honest I cant even watch movies with cutting in it or really see rezors without
having that urge inside me.
