I used to research personality disorders like I would find some spiritual path or conclusion at the end. I really didn't know how else to understand myself then Personality Types and Personality Disorders - in fact I still don't.
I wish I did.
But I take Schizotypal Personality Disorder with pride! I was so attached to a diagnosis for being eccentric. I don't use it to neglect responsibility.
Anyways, I found out that ailments are sort of false face cards. They don't take me anywhere.
Oh but I wish I could go somewhere, some path, where is it?