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I don't even have a safe space to cry anymore.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I hate myself.
IMVU is a sensory nightmare. It makes me so tired I want to die.
Every little thing is causing me more pain and for longer than usual.
My meds are backfiring again. I just can't take anymore of this.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck end me now end me now fuck it just end right fucking now i don't care anymore just make it go away
Since I might not be in the forums for a while.
I just want everyone to know that I read your replies, suggestions and advice and really appreciate the time and thought. I don't have the strength to write proper replies now, nor the nerve to lie and say that I will do everything that you say and will be okay - I can't promise anything. I'll just save the threads for future reference.
And I'm very very sorry for all the trouble I caused. I'm sorry for everything.
Maybe I should leave for good but it's too soon to decide on something so important.
I just hate it when people accuse me of being contradictory on purpose. I'm at wits' end. I have no energy to argue with anybody these days.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I hate myself.
IMVU is a sensory nightmare. It makes me so tired I want to die.
Every little thing is causing me more pain and for longer than usual.
My meds are backfiring again. I just can't take anymore of this.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck end me now end me now fuck it just end right fucking now i don't care anymore just make it go away
Since I might not be in the forums for a while.
I just want everyone to know that I read your replies, suggestions and advice and really appreciate the time and thought. I don't have the strength to write proper replies now, nor the nerve to lie and say that I will do everything that you say and will be okay - I can't promise anything. I'll just save the threads for future reference.
And I'm very very sorry for all the trouble I caused. I'm sorry for everything.
Maybe I should leave for good but it's too soon to decide on something so important.
I just hate it when people accuse me of being contradictory on purpose. I'm at wits' end. I have no energy to argue with anybody these days.