So i am really hurting right now. i have walked away from a friendship of 11 years, in which was from kids into adults.
I cant express the good times, spoke everyday about anything and everything, she knew me more than some of my family did.
But on the flip side, it was also very abusive at time, and im not a wall flower im assertive and give it as good as ive got, but i hate argueing and generally wont cause one without very good reason.
you know the ones who cant admit they were wrong?
one that through your help back in your face even though they asked for it? and it wasnt good enough?
the one that would make you feel in the wrong about a situation rather than have your back?
the one would do things and say things to you that they would flip out over if it was done to them?
one that would compete with you with other people? never be happy for you? never be paitent and understanding or listen to your problems fully?
wanted it their way or no way?
and the list goes on.
after the end of a joint tenancy of a year, which i have now moved out, one arguement to many and i just decided i couldnt do it anymore, i was getting ALOT more grief than happyness out of this, and i had seen so many of her colours that i generally didnt like them anymore. so i told her i never wanted to see her again (in a heated arguement than i ment) and never to ring or text me.
but i feel sad...who do i call everyday? who is my garentee to do anything with me? who do i call about the funny thing on tv that only we would find funny?
anyone else gone through something similiar, i would be interested to know.