Main Questions
1. What drives you in life? What do you look for?
Love, Identity, Information that can be trusted, to explore possibilities
2. What do you hope to accomplish in your life?
Find a nice girl to marry, have a job where I can occasionally travel with the family and make enough money so that we're living the good life, if I discover something monumental along the way, that's also a plus
3. What do you hope to avoid doing or being? What values are important to you?
Truth, and honesty are important to me. The only thing I don't want to be is repulsive
4. What are your biggest fears (not including phobias)? Why?
I'll run out of books to read, That i'll never find a steady relationship, I won't be able to get a job after college, not having enough money. Books because I need to read to be able to escape from the world sometimes, and it's hard for me to reread the same book. Relationship has to deal with not finding true love for myself. Job because I want to be able to buy all the tech and toys that my family wants, Akimbo with money.
5. How do you want others to see you? How do you see yourself?
I'd like others to see me as unorthodox, to underestimate me, unique, intelligent, altruistic, random, emotional, passionate. All of these except emotional are how I see myself
6. What makes you feel your best? What makes you feel your worst?
I'm at my worst when I am not able to spend time with ladyfriends when i've come out of isolation, or when i'm at someone else's house and i'm not sure how i'll get back to my house, or when I don't do something that I want to do. I'm at my best when I feel confident, playful, and outgoing.
7. Describe how you experience each of: a) anger; b) shame; c) anxiety.
The only time I feel anger is when stupid stuff happens on video games and I can't win. Shame I also haven't felt. Anxiety when I can't hang out with girls, or am forgotten while being reclusive.
8. Describe how you respond to each of: a) stress; b) unexpected change; c) conflict.
Stress, I will withdraw into my own world and pretend the real one doesn't exist. Unexpected changes I usually love, unless it negatively affects me. Conflict I do not care about, what happens will happen, and I don't care, even when i'm involved.
9. Describe your orientation to: a) authority; b) power. How do you respond to these?
When I have authority I usually would make the decision that benefits me the most while still benefitting other people. I do not enjoy using power except for when it is necessary to accomplish a goal of mine, which I do not get much of.
10. What is your overall outlook on life and humanity?
Whatever happens happens, and I seek to get the most out of my time on earth and deal with the consequences as they come.
Optional Questions
11. Discuss an event that has impacted your life significantly; more importantly, how you responded to it.
12. Comment on your relationship with trust.
I don't think I ever truly trust people, I will give more weight to opinions and suggestions of those close to me.
13. List some of the traits you: a) like; b) dislike most about yourself.
I like how I am intellectual, smart, do not objectify women, am passionate. I dislike that I can not carry out internally made decisions, and that I am not very outgoing and charming.
14. What do you see or notice in others that most people don't?
Maybe the set of their face? I can usually guess soemthing of a person's character by how their facial features are oriented, otherwise nothing at all.
15. If a stranger insults you, how do you respond/feel? What if they compliment you?
If they insult, if its true and has a justifiable reason, I'm not phased. Otherwise, I will begin to impersonally tear the other person down until they leave. If they compliment me, i'm very slightly embarrased but also happy that someone took notice of me.
16. What's something you are: a) thankful you have; b) wish you could have? Why?
I am thankful for my rich upbringing, we never went hungry and I could usually have all the tools I need to occupy myself. One thing I wish I could have is a healthy, passionate relationship with a woman. former because I didn't have to worry about fending for myself and latter because that is my formost goal in life, to find someone to love.
1. What drives you in life? What do you look for?
Love, Identity, Information that can be trusted, to explore possibilities
2. What do you hope to accomplish in your life?
Find a nice girl to marry, have a job where I can occasionally travel with the family and make enough money so that we're living the good life, if I discover something monumental along the way, that's also a plus
3. What do you hope to avoid doing or being? What values are important to you?
Truth, and honesty are important to me. The only thing I don't want to be is repulsive
4. What are your biggest fears (not including phobias)? Why?
I'll run out of books to read, That i'll never find a steady relationship, I won't be able to get a job after college, not having enough money. Books because I need to read to be able to escape from the world sometimes, and it's hard for me to reread the same book. Relationship has to deal with not finding true love for myself. Job because I want to be able to buy all the tech and toys that my family wants, Akimbo with money.
5. How do you want others to see you? How do you see yourself?
I'd like others to see me as unorthodox, to underestimate me, unique, intelligent, altruistic, random, emotional, passionate. All of these except emotional are how I see myself
6. What makes you feel your best? What makes you feel your worst?
I'm at my worst when I am not able to spend time with ladyfriends when i've come out of isolation, or when i'm at someone else's house and i'm not sure how i'll get back to my house, or when I don't do something that I want to do. I'm at my best when I feel confident, playful, and outgoing.
7. Describe how you experience each of: a) anger; b) shame; c) anxiety.
The only time I feel anger is when stupid stuff happens on video games and I can't win. Shame I also haven't felt. Anxiety when I can't hang out with girls, or am forgotten while being reclusive.
8. Describe how you respond to each of: a) stress; b) unexpected change; c) conflict.
Stress, I will withdraw into my own world and pretend the real one doesn't exist. Unexpected changes I usually love, unless it negatively affects me. Conflict I do not care about, what happens will happen, and I don't care, even when i'm involved.
9. Describe your orientation to: a) authority; b) power. How do you respond to these?
When I have authority I usually would make the decision that benefits me the most while still benefitting other people. I do not enjoy using power except for when it is necessary to accomplish a goal of mine, which I do not get much of.
10. What is your overall outlook on life and humanity?
Whatever happens happens, and I seek to get the most out of my time on earth and deal with the consequences as they come.
Optional Questions
11. Discuss an event that has impacted your life significantly; more importantly, how you responded to it.
12. Comment on your relationship with trust.
I don't think I ever truly trust people, I will give more weight to opinions and suggestions of those close to me.
13. List some of the traits you: a) like; b) dislike most about yourself.
I like how I am intellectual, smart, do not objectify women, am passionate. I dislike that I can not carry out internally made decisions, and that I am not very outgoing and charming.
14. What do you see or notice in others that most people don't?
Maybe the set of their face? I can usually guess soemthing of a person's character by how their facial features are oriented, otherwise nothing at all.
15. If a stranger insults you, how do you respond/feel? What if they compliment you?
If they insult, if its true and has a justifiable reason, I'm not phased. Otherwise, I will begin to impersonally tear the other person down until they leave. If they compliment me, i'm very slightly embarrased but also happy that someone took notice of me.
16. What's something you are: a) thankful you have; b) wish you could have? Why?
I am thankful for my rich upbringing, we never went hungry and I could usually have all the tools I need to occupy myself. One thing I wish I could have is a healthy, passionate relationship with a woman. former because I didn't have to worry about fending for myself and latter because that is my formost goal in life, to find someone to love.