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Wow, so much has changed in my mind. The past week or two feels like i've passed a point of no return. I no longer really care that much. I mean, i care enough that i thought of her today and thought, "You know, i should really update that PerC thread!" But i don't really enjoy thinking about her now. The fact that she appears to want only the most superficial kind of friendship is painful, and it's more enjoyable just to think about other stuff.

I'm not sure there's anything magic i did to get to this point, though. I picked up another crush at a weekend event last weekend that seemed to be the catalyst, although i've since realized that crush was moderately unrealistic. But the few days of thinking semi-obsessively of someone besides her felt like a relief. Not seeing her for a couple of weeks has been helpful, too.

Today's the first day that's kind of changed back to the old pattern, partially by intent, partially by circumstances.
 
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