Kinda doubt this is an INFP thing, but maybe some of you can relate. Right now my family is having my older brother's bday dinner at home. Everyones over (his fiance, my older sis, her fiance, my younger sister, and my parents). Everytime they come over i feel extremely uncomfortable. I cant hold a conversation with any of them (except my younger sis cuz she still lives at home and we are pretty close). They all think im stuck up or w/e and ill admit i treat them pretty cold, not because i want to be mean, but it's some sort of defense mechanism when they try to get me to open up.
It's been like this ever since their fiances started coming to the house, and they treat me like some kinda alien. During dinner i just sat there looking at my cup of fanta while occasionally pouring others something to drink and or cleaning up plates (i feel like a fucking waiter that happens to be eating dinner with them).
So here i am just sitting in my room while they have very loud/hilarious conversations. I wish i could just get outta the house for the next couple hours..the fact that they are still in the house is very draining on me even though im in my room by myself.
It's been like this ever since their fiances started coming to the house, and they treat me like some kinda alien. During dinner i just sat there looking at my cup of fanta while occasionally pouring others something to drink and or cleaning up plates (i feel like a fucking waiter that happens to be eating dinner with them).
So here i am just sitting in my room while they have very loud/hilarious conversations. I wish i could just get outta the house for the next couple hours..the fact that they are still in the house is very draining on me even though im in my room by myself.