Does anyone have a hard time with initiating or maintaining conversations? I don't know if this is a personality type thing or not but it's a very conscious and uncomfortable process for me. I don't really have the desire to enter into your daily light, scripted kinds of chat even though we have to on some level to function socially. It's like I'm constantly asking myself "What do I say next?" at the same time as thinking "I really don't care." I notice that I tend to come off as awkward due to this combination. I prefer to write and take my time around topics of interest. The daily BS is really draining for me but it seems to suit others just fine. I don't know. Anyone else relate?