I've always looked up to genuinely selfless people. People who listen instead of talk and people who give instead of take. And they do it willingly, without expecting anything in return. I have always looked up to, but also envied this kind of people. I've always wished I was more like that. I wish I was completely selfless, and that it'd come naturally. I wish I was a better listener, without ever having to force it. I wish could see greatness in absolutely everyone.
But I never feel like I'm as good as I want to be.
However, I do feel better about that than I did a few years ago. I've become better. But I want to become even better!
Sometimes I fear that I can never become like that. So I want to make up for it by doing selfless acts that speak for themselves. A while ago I donated blood. It made me feel great for a while. Now I'm thinking of becoming a bone marrow transplant. Maybe I feel like I'll never be good enough unless I sacrifice myself for the sake of others.
...Is this normal?
P.S.
Sorry about the thread creating frenzy btw. I'm on fire! Ahem...
But I never feel like I'm as good as I want to be.
Sometimes I fear that I can never become like that. So I want to make up for it by doing selfless acts that speak for themselves. A while ago I donated blood. It made me feel great for a while. Now I'm thinking of becoming a bone marrow transplant. Maybe I feel like I'll never be good enough unless I sacrifice myself for the sake of others.
...Is this normal?
P.S.
Sorry about the thread creating frenzy btw. I'm on fire! Ahem...