I realized today that I initially feel inhibited when I sense competition.... I don't know why. I consider myself an "achiever" and my friends consider me an over-achiever, but I really dislike when things turn competitive. I tend to withdraw, process the information, and work hard, but initially i get more and more inhibited until i have that time to withdraw and come out with a game plan or something. I haven't even processed all of my thoughts on this and analyzed things yet, but oh well, i'm posting my raw feelings here and yeah... anyone relate to this?