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do you ever feel like this? I feel like this especially with my family. on my own, i feel like i have a different set of problems, different set of encounters, different set of beliefs that are so far from how my family lives. when i talk with them or visit them, i feel so detached, and i feel like we're in two different worlds. and i always have a hard time adjusting to one world (my world) and their world (that i visit). does this make sense? i'm afraid im just being confusing. and then when i visit my family's world, i'm kinda saddened. to see that they haven't changed at all, to see them live like this and i realize that in "my" world, i've been growing and learning so much more (the hard way, through tough times). and then i feel detached from my family's world. at the same time, when i go back (after i visit), i feel detached from my world, too, because i've spent some time in my family's world so i feel like an alien in my own world. And i feel like im living these double lives. kinda confused about things guys