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Name: Juyeon
Age: 24
Gender: M
Height: 185cm
Lowest weight: 57.6kg
Highest weight: 80-81kg
Favorite Diet food: none i hate them all lol.
Favorite Binge Food: pasta / spaghetti / mac and cheese
Favorite exercise: running
Does anyone know? Yes
What makes you slip up? loneliness, sadness, emptiness
When did it start? I don’t even know
What do you see when you look in the mirror? Not what I want
Is it for attention? it's never for attention, but is it a cry for help. Yeah maybe.
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? thin
Are you depressed: yes

HAVE YOU EVER:
[X] Tried to commit suicide
[X] Cut yourself
[X] Ever been to a psychologist
[X] Lost weight
[X] Gained weight
[X]Drank
[X] Smoked
[X] Taken drugs
[X] My weight affects my mood
[X] I weigh myself daily.
[X] Fasted
[X] Skipped a meal
[X] Chew and spit
[X] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[X] Weed
[X] Cigarettes
[X] Alcohol
[X] Diet pills
[X] Pain killers
[X]Sleeping pills
[X]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[X] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[X] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[X] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[] fasting/starving myself

People:
[X] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] have called me fat
[X] have said I’m skinny
[X] have said I’m ugly
[X] have said I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[X] forced me to eat
[X]say I eat too much
[X] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[X] I was THIN
[X] I had a better body
[X] I didn’t have to eat
[X] I could control myself
[] I was under 100 lbs
[X] I could avoid food
[X] I could hide what I am
[X] I wasn’t fat
[X] I was pretty

I love:
[] feeling hungry
[X] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] feeling airy
[X] losing weight
[X] being anorexic/bulimic
[X] coffee
[] green tea
[X]diet pills
[X] being able to turn down food
[X] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[X] I think I’m ugly
[X] I have scars
[] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[] I wear glasses/contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[X] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[X] I’ve sworn at my parents
[X] I’ve run away from home
[X] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[X] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[X] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[] I miss someone right now
[X] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[X] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[X] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[X] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[X] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[X] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[X] I have been diagnosed with depression
[X] I shut others out when I’m upset
[X] I take anti-depressants
[X] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[X] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[X] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[X] I’ve lost weight
[X] I’ve gained weight
[X] My weight holds me back
[X] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[X] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[X] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[X] My weight affects my mood
[X] I weigh myself daily
[X] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[X] I hate compliments
[X] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[X] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[X] I get depressed after I eat
[X] I’ve skipped a meal
[X] I’ve thrown food away
[] I’ve spit food out
[X] I’ve fasted
[X] I’ve taken diet pills
[] I’ve used laxatives
[X] I’ve purged
[X] I exercise
[X] I exercise so I can eat
[X] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[X] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[] I keep my eating habits a secret
[X] I look at thinspo
[] I count calories
[X] I’ve had negative intake days
[X] I avoid food
[X] I hate food
[X] I love food
[X] I want to be this way
[X] I don’t want to be like this
[X] I wish I could have more control
[] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[X] I’m doing this for me
 
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