Doesn't fighting generate a bigger conflict than accepting? Why fighting against your own would make you feel better than accepting that chaos, whatever that may be. Purity is not actually against the chaos, they are quite independent, but these are concepts created by people, so they don't really matter, what actually matters is our perception over them. If you take the harder way of fighting, then you feel like finding reasons for it, although the decisions are not always reasonable. In this case you lose 'purity', something that you know nothing about but you choose to represent your concept of identity. But one's identity can't get lost in the chaos, because the power of will and self-confidence is what makes the chaos become life so I don't believe you could ever get lost in chaos, because chaos would become your biggest tool in creating your own world. This way, although the 'chaos' would, indeed, still be 'chaos', your perception over it would change into something like 'heaven' and apply the concept of 'chaos' to a new object.
Conclusion: It is up to everyone what fits them best. :tongue: