Sometimes. But I also realized that it is my emotions leading me on in life. To my own fault, I follow them wherever they go. At times, I wish I could just do things without worrying about how I feel. When I try to make a decision, I feel a swelling joy in my chest which means the decision should be right and when it is the wrong decision, theres this sinking feeling in my chest telling me not to do something. So, i guess my feelings are almost physical. It would be easier to not follow my own emotions, but if I didn't listen to them, I wouldn't be living my life.