being the same as everyone else, mediocrity, not doing anything noteworthy in my life.
though I find the concept fascinating to read about, when I really start to think about it, dystopian societies. the idea of legitimately living in one scares me so much it makes cry if I think about it too much tbh.
oh and dying before I do anything noteworthy, but I guess that ties into not doing it.
being 30 and not having meaningful relationships around me. being average; i want to be looked up to once i've achieved everything i can.
another fear is not settling into a career, cos i know a part of me might want to jump around between jobs in the future. i want to pick a job and become accomplished at it..