Dear my first love and my second ex,
I am so sorry that in the past I acted mentally unstable a lot of times and you tried to save me, you loved me and you were patient with me in spite of it all but I took you for granted.
I am so sorry for the countless emotional and mental pains I inflicted in you even though you both are always the people I love the most in the world, and I can never have the guts to express it.
I am sorry that this constantly haunts me for as long as I can remember.
I am so sorry that in the past I acted mentally unstable a lot of times and you tried to save me, you loved me and you were patient with me in spite of it all but I took you for granted.
I am so sorry for the countless emotional and mental pains I inflicted in you even though you both are always the people I love the most in the world, and I can never have the guts to express it.
I am sorry that this constantly haunts me for as long as I can remember.